G'day, and welcome to my blog site. My name is Ivor Steven, I live in Geelong, Australia. I'm an ex-industrial chemist, and a retired plumber, and a former Carer of my wife(Carole), for 30 years, who suffered from severe MS. I Write poetry about those personal thoughts, throughout and beyond my life as a Carer.
I've been blogging for over 2 years, and writing poems for 19 years. Of course a lot of my poems are about my favourite subject Carole, but since I've been blogging my writings have become quite varied, humourous, mystical, observational, and even a few monster/horror poems.
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Some terribly tragic news, Carole and I, grandniece, Georgia, only 20, committed suicide, my tender heart is hurting for the family , my tears are flooding in pain, and for me the pouring rain never stops π’ππ
I understand how you feel.You have known her since the moment she was born. She was family and coming to terms with her loss, and under such tragic circumstances is absolutely heartbreaking. I am so sorry Ivor, my thoughts and love are with you xx
and you all are sadly … too many questions and guilt remain when someone ends their own life … they are so riddled with self and angst that they forget the unbearable pain they leave behind … just get well and make the most of your life Ivor, that’s all one can do …
Again, I am so sorry for your tremendous loss. π¦
My family has been through the same thing with one of my nephews (21 years old). π¦
Every year my youngest kiddo does an Out of the Darkness overnight walk in his honor and she raises a lot of money for suicide prevention.
Writing can be good therapy, so keep feeling, keep expressing your feelings and keep writing.
The hugs are lovely Lisa, yes words are hard to come by, in such a hopeless and helpless situation, and I’m such an emotional guy, my heart feels every one’s pain. πππxxx
Ivor, what is wrong?
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Some terribly tragic news, Carole and I, grandniece, Georgia, only 20, committed suicide, my tender heart is hurting for the family , my tears are flooding in pain, and for me the pouring rain never stops π’ππ
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Oh, Ivor, I am so so sorry. My heart aches for you. My thoughts and sympathy are with you. Such a tragic happening. π xx
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Thank you β€οΈ Sue, again it’s one of those moments I feel totally helpless βΊοΈβ₯οΈxxx
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I understand how you feel.You have known her since the moment she was born. She was family and coming to terms with her loss, and under such tragic circumstances is absolutely heartbreaking. I am so sorry Ivor, my thoughts and love are with you xx
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I’ll cope Sue, I always do, it’s hard at the moment π€ π
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π€π My Black heart breaks.
PR
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They is much sadness in my tender heart β₯
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Let me inject some ghost antibiotics to scare away the sorrow. π»π
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They’ll need to be extra strongβΊοΈπ€πβ₯οΈ
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Iβll also prescribe ππpurple Demon Penincillan pulls to combat the pain! Nothing stronger than that, my Aussie buddy!
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Ok, sounds perfect β₯οΈβ₯οΈ
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*pills
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sorry for such a tragic loss … nothing can take this pain of such a young one lost, sorry Ivor!
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I know dear Kate, and I’m left feeling
Helpless πβ₯οΈπ
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and you all are sadly … too many questions and guilt remain when someone ends their own life … they are so riddled with self and angst that they forget the unbearable pain they leave behind … just get well and make the most of your life Ivor, that’s all one can do …
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Thank you β€οΈ dearest Kate, I think I’m over the initial shock now. π π And yes it’s best I refocus now
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so hard if you have to miss the funeral but time to support others when You are well enough Ivor!
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Hugs to you Ivor, and to those left behind. Georgia is free now of whatever demons were hurting her. You must concentrate on getting well again.
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Thank you Peter, I know, but it’s had to concentrate…. at the moment π€ π
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Ivor here’s some send goo goo in your moo Juju..keep it lite Ivor the best is yet to come
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I am so sorry for your loss dear friend. Hugs and Love. π’
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Thanks mate, I’m afraid there’s not much we can say or do, it’s a hopeless and helpless situation. π
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Aye… π’
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Such sorrow Ivor. I’m very sorry.
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And there is nothing else I can do, π© π just a few thoughtful words
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Deepest condolences, Ivor. Take care xxx
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I shall take care, my heart always feels deeply πππ
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Ivor, I am so very sad to hear about your grandneice. Keep writing through your pain. Sending a hug your way.
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Thank you β€οΈ Ali, and yes I’m turning to my writings for comfort. π
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Again, I am so sorry for your tremendous loss. π¦
My family has been through the same thing with one of my nephews (21 years old). π¦
Every year my youngest kiddo does an Out of the Darkness overnight walk in his honor and she raises a lot of money for suicide prevention.
Writing can be good therapy, so keep feeling, keep expressing your feelings and keep writing.
https://www.theovernight.org/
(((HUGS))) for you and all of your family.
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The hugs are good for me at the moment, as you know, I’m such an emotional guy. π Xx
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Emotional is good.
More (((HUGS)))
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Breakfast time hugs are great π€π€π€
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Ivor I am so, so sorry for your loss. There are no words that will help at the moment so I’m just sending a huge hug your way xxx
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The hugs are lovely Lisa, yes words are hard to come by, in such a hopeless and helpless situation, and I’m such an emotional guy, my heart feels every one’s pain. πππxxx
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It’s what makes your writing so very special xx
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Thanks, and I’m just about to post an article very soon. π
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I shall look out for it xx
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Posted now βΊοΈπππ€π€
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Sincere commisserations, Ivor
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I hear you, Derrick
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